Saturday, June 4, 2011
Friday, June 3, 2011
the country megaticket...
Thursday, June 2, 2011
new room!
So I have decided to paint my room and possibly my furniture... I have had the same green room for 10 years! Time for a change! I want to do dark colors, but my room is pretty small and that would just make it look smaller... I am considering off white walls with one yellow wall and black furniture, but I also like the idea of a light plum or blue room... Anyway, while searching for ideas and inspiration I found these... I just wish I could do them all and could buy all new furniture.





Tuesday, May 31, 2011
thank you Lyndsee Brice!
like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart.
For twelve years I've held it all together but a night like this is begging to pull me apart.
I played it quiet, left you deep in conversation.
I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen.
I remember I kept thinking that I know you never would,
and now I know I want to kill you like only a best friend could.
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to.
As if this happening wasn't enough I got to go
and write a song just to remind myself how bad it sucked.
Ignore the sun, the cover's over my head.
I wrote a message on my pillow that says, "Jesse, stay asleep in bed."
So don't apologize. I hope you choke and die.
Search your cell for something with which to hang yourself.
They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven
but they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell.
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to
And everyone's caught on to everything you do (And I can't let you, let me down again.)
Everyone's caught on to (And I can't let you, let me down again)
So, is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.
And is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back.
So let's end this call, and end this conversation.
and is that what you call a getaway?
well tell me what you got away with.
cause you left the frays from the ties you severed
when you say best friends means friends forever
So, is that what you call a getaway?
Well tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.
Everyone's caught on to everything you do (And I can't let you, let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to (And I can't let you, let me down again)
And everyone's caught on to everything you do (And I can't let you, let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to (And I can't let you, let me down again)
"Holla! City of squalla!"
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Friday, May 27, 2011
REDLANDS
sometimes i just have to...

i am so grateful for whatever gift i was given that makes it possible for me to laugh and just about anything. i love laughing. it gets annoying for people, i'm sure, but i would much rather be laughing and smiling at the smallest nothings, than have no sense of humor.
that sense of humor is what determined who my best friends are today. we can sit and laugh at movies and each other for hours. we can literally sit and quote some of our favorite movies and have full blown conversations through it all.
i used to cry a lot, but i haven't been as teary eyed at every little thing anymore, which i am very grateful for. don't get me wrong, i love a good cry every now and then, but i much prefer the chance to laugh at something awkward, ridiculous, hilarious, scary, or sad, than cry. i was literally shaking because of a situation i was in the other day, but instead of breaking down i just started laughing histerically because it was so ironic and uncomfortable.
i am also so grateful for my friends that will laugh at these situations with me. instead of trying to console me or say the right things they make jokes and laugh at my "drama" with me. it makes everything so much easier. just laugh at rude people, awkward situations, bad jokes, scary moments, and fun times. i hope i don't ever take this laughing "problem" i have for granted because it is one of my most defining qualities.
laugh...
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Monday, May 23, 2011
i am
Thursday, May 19, 2011
anna maria
You can win
My hands are tied
Giving in
I know you can't see
But trust me
Believe
Cause were on the beach
Side by side
There's sand in our toes
Tonight
The moonlight
The waves
Chasing our feet
Take me down
My heart beats faster when I'm with you
'Cause I know that you would want me to
I swear to hell I'll never leave
Cause I know one thing
Love is all we need
Let's live tonight
Like our last
We'll streak through the town
Living fast
'Cause naked, we came
So naked, we leave
And we saw the world
Dying down
So we lived it up
Stole the crown
And now that we are free
Let's get out
And breathe
Take me down
My heart beats faster when I'm with you
'Cause I know that you would want me to
I swear to hell I'll never leave
Cause I know one thing
Love is all we need
Are you ready
We'll do this together
We'll make this forever
I know you don't want me to go
I could see
You were waiting for me
You got love in your eyes
Now it's time
To lose all our control
Cause were on the beach
Side by side
There's sand in our toes
We're alive
Feel the weight of your kiss
Crashing down
On my lips
My heart beats faster when I'm with you
'Cause I know that you would want me to
I swear to hell I'll never leave
Cause I know one thing
Love is all we need
Love is all we need
Love is all we need
ADELE
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Monday, May 16, 2011
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Friday, May 13, 2011
good dad
work work work

















I am moving here.



Redlands Temple


